Winning is what drives you! You gain a sense of completion when you win at any competition.
A soul urge number 1 must also feel independent to be happy. Winning and being in control is right in line with the tendency of to be a leadership number.
As long as you have a feeling of winning and independence you’re bound to be happy, but a loss can drive feelings of worthlessness and depression.
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